I am dragging this afternoon, having gotten up at 5:45 to begin an 8-hour childcare stint at 7 a.m. I am also feeling the effects of Saturday's 77 minute bike ride in very humid 90 degree weather. And a training schedule that has veered away from the prescribed rest intervals, in response to the other schedule demands in my life. Once I get this post published, I plan to put my feet up for a half hour before starting dinner. And getting to the rest of the things on today's list. . .
The list below reveals what I did and didn't get done last week:
Done List--Week of July 12-18
- Finished Week 9 of revised 14-week Sprint Triathlon training plan--5 weeks to go!
- Finished In the Presence of the Enemy, by Elizabeth George; The Seven Storey Mountain, by Thomas Merton
- Took my blood pressure daily
- Attended nonprofit organization's board meeting
- Attended Transitional Jobs Collaborative meeting
- Attended justice team meeting
- Took newly retired "boss" out for Happy Hour on her last day
- Published 5 blog posts
- Meditated 9 times
- Wrote 7 Gratitude Journal entries
- Wrote 5 Morning Pages
- Continued cleaning campaign
- Continued mini yoga practice
- Attended 3 yoga classes
- Took bike in for pre-race tune-up, bought new helmet (my old one was cracked), continued assembling tri clothing and accessories
- Signed up for triathlon prep camp and open water swim clinic
- Continued writing novel
- Went out with my husband for Happy Hour twice; continued reading aloud Elizabeth George's In the Presence of the Enemy; went to marriage counseling session
- Called my Mom
- Paid monthly bills
- Got son started doing interior painting
- Encouraged/helped son continue to apply for jobs
In red above is what feels like the biggest thing I got done last week. As the August 22 race day gets closer, I am alternately excited and apprehensive/overwhelmed/terrified about taking my nearly virginal competitive self into the triathlon arena. Continuing to make practical preparations helps to deal with my fear of the unknown. I now have something to wear on the top of me, a functional bike with a tolerable seat, good shoes, goggles, an uncracked helmet, and a timing watch. Still to locate--and finance--a wetsuit, tri shorts and a hydration system (i.e., a water bottle that attaches to my bike in such a way that I don't fall on my head trying to drink from it while riding). This week, I will start concentrating on learning to breathe on both sides while swimming, and on getting used to swimming in contact lenses so I can see where the heck I'm going.
In green is an accomplishment I can barely claim. Technically, I did "continue writing novel," if what we mean is I figured out what Chapter 2 is about and wrote the first page. Last week's focus goal was to continue writing, and to finish Chapter 2.
I don't plan to go all hairshirt over this, or to begin flogging myself like that creepy Opus Dei monk Silas in The Da Vanci Code. But I am not where I want to be in terms of making time to write. I plan to make this my focus goal each week until such time as I begin to crack this particular personal code and figure out how to begin moving forward.
According to Jon Kabat-Zin, whose meditation CD I have been using, "as long as [I am] still breathing, there is more right with [me] than wrong with [me.]" And I'm sticking to that.
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